HAHAHA! I not tamak okay, Salihin! :P

Anyway, I'm just trying to figure out which is the best blog hoster. Apparently, Onsugar. But their image quality sucks. Seriously. Oh well.. I'll see how it goes. So, my parents aren't at home and my dad asked me to do a powerpoint slide for his presentation, wth -.- Thanks Dad. Its a 5 minutes presentation. I haven't got a clue about Lock out and Tack out o.o

Oh and, B, you have 7 days. Make each day the best you can. Idw to leave you just like that but if things are just going to be the way it is then, I guess I have to. So that I can focus on other things. I love you, I still mean it.

Sooooo. I want change blog. BYE :D

Ah and Iman, boo. You suck. I have to waaait!

Happy 2nd month baybehhh ;D

Someone died. That person committed suicide; claimed mum.

Anyway, I guess I wasn't ready for a new commitment. But I'll try my best to make things work :) let's see.. about a week and a day more till our 2nd month :)

If only I could dance like that :)

Chatting with Iman, Bby, Khairi and ya. Yaa.. hahaha.

Idk what else uh. Kay bye :P

Okay so, I came online to do my art. But yea.. just can't help myself but to self-service to the privileges since I'm using the computer :D Heh. Besides, its been long since I went online and update this blog. Tsk. Okay so.. I'm doing Knots for my Art O levels. I in a dilemma of whether should I do animation or installation art. I'm most probably going to installation art. Cause, animation is very, very tideous and what more is that its very time consuming. Ain't it obvious that I'm a person who can't stick to time schedule? :D So forget it. I ain't doing animation. Anthony's online :D Going to drain songs from him again. Yay :D

Today, I skipped E.Maths. I was left with 35mins. So, what's the use? So I stayed around for A.Maths. First came Slin. Then Liyana. Then Akmal. He sat with me and ate his breakfast :D Nasi lemaaak. Nasi hijau ah. Dzul and another guy Idk his name until now (><) was there too :D After that, at 10 am came Iman and A'in. Nina was behind them with Anna. Anna was giving me this head shake like "naughty girl". Heh. I'm not hor :D Anyway, went for A.Maths. Was pretty fun :D Hahaha. Mr. Rao was rather high-spirited with all his lame jokes. Half of 11 is 6. Yeah, go figure :)

Went for lunch at banquet with Iman, Nina, Sol, Slin and Akmal :D They didn't eat. We did. Okay Slin ate too. But it was nasi bungkus dari entah mane. When people eat popiah, its very the kurang sopan. Right? So yeaaah. I ate popiah and Nina kept trying to get Akmal see me eat. LOL. Its super buruk lah. Have to sumbat the whole chunk into my mouth :D Last piece was the biggest. Iman ate it :P Then we send Nina for ngaji. We walked like super jauh can? Tsk. It was super warm. Idw say hot. Then Idk why Akmal started limping. Sort of. So then I teman him lah! :D Best! HAHAHA.

Anyway, browsing through youtube. And I found this:

Found it interesting :D

Current song listening to: With you - Chris Brown

I need a hell lot of a dose now. I want to shut myself out right now. Its so irritating back at home. My phone is gone again. So be it. I can't give a bloody shit about it any more. Ridiculous.

I just want to keep my cheque of $200. But even that, my mum asked for it. But seems to me she forgot to take it from me. But still.. I can't withdraw without their permission.

Eh whatever luh. Right now I'm pissed cause I haven't gotten the pictures for Dancework. I need to email the collage to  Mrs. Ng by tonight siaks. Gi mamps ah.

Went to SP today. After that NP. Idw to elaborate my day.

Anyway, its my birthday today and my dad's. Mine is according to the Muslim Calendar :) I'm eating fries right now. Oh and finally got back my phone. Can texttext bby again now :)
Next Saturday's our first month ^^ Yana said she's going to belanja us but no thanks ah. Idw her to spend money on us. Akmal should be the one paying! HAHAHA :D
And God, I'm fat. Thanks. Somehow, I'm not afraid to say out my weight.

Mum confiscated my fucking phone again. It really ticks me of more and more each time she takes it away. Who wouldn't? -.=" And its only like the frigging start of the year. Someone just shoot me, please? My head hurts. I feel like I cracked my skull, somehow.

Anyway, I wish I could create a word that would be entered into the dictionary :D Wouldn't that be cool? ^^

I did some henna art last, last night :)

Nice? ^^ Hahaha. Bby says its cool ;D

Oh and presenting my new haircut!

Gah I look hideous.

-Kiss on the stomach; I’m ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we’re together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear; You’re my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek; We’re friends.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips; I love you.

I stole this from someone’s blog.

Ain’t this adorable :) I like to be kissed on the forehead ^^

Anyway, I wrote something just now. I called it: Sweet dreams darling.

Every night without fail I would be bestowed with a kiss on my forehead. With a good night wish to go with the wet and cold saliva left on my skin. In my silk night gown which melts on my skin like water washing me, I lie in my bed with the promise to dream of him. Fluffed my pillow and cuddled my bolster, I covered myself with the thermal blanket you bought for me as a rememberance. He; was and is my lover. We were birds of a feather. The heavy lids of my eyes closed shut together like two inseparable magnets of opposite poles. My mind got lost in my ocean thoughts of you.

I struggled to stay afloat. You were everything I wanted. But, I guess I wanted you too much until it drove us apart. If we were meant to be, nothing will happen to us. Blessings from fate, a proposal of marriage.

A year ago, you said that you will never do me wrong. Even up till today, I still take it that you never did. Darling, spare me all the sorrows for I won’t be forgiven, nor will I be forgiving. Brush you tender lips upon my unbleeding wounds, for I have always known something, someone, was bounmd to tear us apart. A solemn smile you gave to me left a scar on my heart. It was beautiful, just so beautiful until it became a sin of ours. You handcuffed my rough fingers in between yours before it was time. Our last night sleeping together, you did not say goodbye. Rested your head on my bossoms. The weigh of it getting heavier on my chest. Sweet dreams darling, take me to sanity. I’m sorry I had to go and leave you here alone.